I had a dream we were friends again.
It’s funny how things have changed in a year.
I was just saying how it was a year ago since me and Zach broke up. Now it’s been a year since me and you first got together. I still remember everything from that night. Our first kiss behind the claw machine. Lying down in your just talking. The fact that I even brought up how funny it would be if we ended up at the same college. I thought that was a one time thing. I never knew how much you would end up meaning to me, how much you still do. For some reason you have been in my dreams for the past 2 weeks. We barely even speak anymore and when we do it’s about something stupid. I can’t believe how much we went from being to how little we’ve become to each other. I wish I could go back to one year ago and just be with you again, lying there, telling each other everything about ourselves. I could have fell asleep in your arms forever. You made me so happy even if you didn’t do anything. Not being with you lately has been killing me and even though we’re not together anymore I really wish we could still be something. I wish you still counted me as a friend, even if you say you do I know you don’t. I miss you so much it hurts. And the worst part is you’re literally only a few minutes away at any given moment.
